There is no reason to sigh
Yet at times I am not happy
I don’t know why..
I know life has its own course to take
And there is a heavy price that I have to pay
Yet I am so very desperate
I don’t know why..
I know it is not going to be easy ahead
What the desired change will bring for me next
Yet I am counting my every breath
I don’t know why..
Just cheerful existence is all expected of me
As I know He is well taking care of everything
Yet my face shies away from smiling at Him
I don’t know why..
Being Alive 